A lingering thought all day in the back of mind… and just now I came aware of it, I have pulled a nine for two days in a row. Yesterday it is was the Nine of Wands, Frederica from Lady Susan. Today I pulled the Hermit, based on Mr. Bennet from Pride and Prejudice. Both characters act with conviction and in solitude, but the Hermit is more ‘on top ( Read more... )

I am extremely nervous about my workload. I might be more nervous than I need to be. It is in the early morning -I woke up at 6 o’clock and hating that- and just now, at nine I pulled a card with the question “Who am I today?” I have pulled the Hermit from the tarot of Jane Austen, depicted is Mr. Bennet from Pride and Prejudice.

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I was not planning to post, too many things on my mind, and foremost too many things to do, but I cannot sleep. To stressed for that. Therefore I thought to pull a card with the question” “Who was I today?” I was Frederica the girl on Nine of Candlesticks from the tarot of Jane Austen, based on the book Lady Susan.


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Today I have asked the question “Who am I today, and I pulled Ace of Coins from the Tarot of Jane Austen. I was surprised because today many of my undertakings did not work out as I hoped, but the card is right on top. The card is inspired by the book Sense and Sensibility, especially by the practical Elinor Dashwood; her sister Marianne represents ( Read more... )

I am tired. I have used a new homeopathic remedy today, and that made me like that. I took it and I thought “Oh no!” Will this be my day? A strange headache, immediately. So I did not feel too well today, but I am glad I have decided it to do this.

I also made a start on my Bible and Tarot course. I am still looking for form, but it is coming.

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Yesterday I sat on the couch in our living-room hearing this not-yet-familiar low electric buzz within my ear and I thought: “I must not be too critical on myself.” For some years now I have sounds in my ears. They worsened during the last weeks, due to a sinus infection. The moment the sinuses were better, the sounds increased. I can live with it ( Read more... )

It is late. A friend came over, which was nice. I have used the Motherpeace Tarot in a reading for her. I almost never use the deck when I read for someone other than myself, but I have grown fond of it again, and it seemed appropriate as well for the subject, so I did it. Because I have used this evening, I used it just now now to answer the ( Read more... )

Today I have pulled another Cup card! It is the King of Cups now! I have pulled it as an answer to the question "Who am I today?"


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I have stretched the limits today. I started off writing a spread by hand, and I loved it. My daughter was with me. She made a Valentine card. All very, very nice. But after that I am afraid that I have typed too much. Arms, hands, shoulders and neck hurt.

It is difficult to set boundaries. I need the Emperor for that, I mean the emperor in me. I ( Read more... )

Today I have picked a card from the Tarot of the Secret Forest with the question: “Who am I today?” As an answer to that question I have pulled the Star.


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